Post Valentine stress disorder

Hi good people,

I'm currently on leave (day 10 of a whooping 24 working days) and have discovered that internet out there is pretty slow. Actually it's just that internet at work is super fast so I'm having trouble adjusting back to normal. That's why I've popped back in the office kidogo.

Let's just say the last week was anything to write home about. It started the previous Sunday, when a kawaida visit to the doc for flu turned nasty when results indicate that my blood pressure has been rising and had just exceeded the safe level. I'm not under stress (I think) so has to be down to sedentary lifestyle... The doc put me on exercise as well as less salt, less animal proteins diet. Exercise bit is cool coz I've started jogging during leave, less salt can be done, as for animal proteins, we have adjusted with Rift Valley Feaver and all...

Then there was Vals, first 48 hours before, chic 1 cancels. She actually adhered to the rules of engagement, that we had actually agreed, being single n all. So why does my heart still hurt? Then next day, set up date with chic 2, and she was a no show on V-day. Yaani total disaster, my worst vals in years!!

Surprisingly, I went on two more dates the next few days, but I still feel rotten about the whole deal. I can't understand why...